Tuesday, March 10, 2009
mY cLandestine....
......Some people knew who am i, some of them are my close friends. Some said i look like "MATARAY" but they don't know wahat's the fact. But behind of my being mirthful, amorous, amusing and amiable there's a hidden part that they don't know till' now. Sadness, Shameness, and Happiness are a constant part of my life. I'm just an ordinary person, I have my own aim that leads me in amidst place. I want to go to the apex of the world to see and to shout what i want until i feel tired just to express my concsiousness and sorrows that makes my head heavy. I know my circumtances are ardous to perceive. Sometimes I feel defferent from others, i'm not a perfect person not all i want is could be mine. I love music, music is my companion. Everytime i'm listening music theres always a fiction that comes from my mind in other words "day dreaming" one of my major part of my life that having a imagination that i know it's impossible to happen in an actual. I'm like a butterfly that without wings not all the is unlimited it's always has a limit of happiness. I'm just a gay I am hopeless when it comes to love because someone like me is impossible to have a long lasting partner in life with someone that i want to have. In my lfe i never tried to impress people for them to like me because if i do, i'll to keep that image for the rest of my life and it's hard to pretend to be somebody else. I may not be that close to perfection like other people..but who cares? it's not them whom i live my life for anyway..what matters is that i know myself and i know how i look inside-out and i'm worth it..this is me as what they say "IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE MY WORST..SO YOU DON'T DESERVE MY BEST"....
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